Imprisioned...

Days have become very much insignificant without any specific reason... I am waking up in the morning, getting involved in playing one of my all time favourite games, Max Payne 2.. Seeing people shedding blood... Going into next level... Shedding of more and more blood... More and more curse I’m getting from them... And a foolish me, trying to get enjoyment from their graves... I plan to get up at 9.30 am everyday... And every morning the biological alarm makes me awake at the 7.30 am... I wish to sleep for some more time.. But this wish vanishes suddenly... And the same frustrating routine.. Everyday expecting phone calls from my friends... My mind shouts, “I want to talk to you people” but I resist because they are may be busy in their own world... Then a short period of listening to music... The same songs which I have heard numerous times before... They don’t create the same great feelings inside my veins... The world seems to be insignificant... Still I’m not trying to find an answer of these.... May be I know the answer.... May be I knew it from the very beginning....Imprisonment....

People r changing...In d past three years,I have seen 3000 masks of 30 persons...I hardly know any one of them...What I thought were only my imagination:'they are my friends'.(not everyone, some are really my good friends)They hardly have any time to call a friend...They hardly have any moment to gossip together...I feel jealous when I see 6 friends chatting together...Different people have different thoughts about life...Can't we friends share them? Or, should we remain as strangers, but say people "we are friends?'